I don't know for sure why, but I'd assume it might have something to do with what reputation you've been building for yourself.
You call yourself a grown woman even though we all know you're underage + you admit to saying lewd things to adults on this site which is gross considering that you aren't an adult + you constantly talking about wanting to have sex with Ed Gould which, hey, have whatever fantasy you want, but not all of us need to hear it because it's honestly a bit disrespectful to the man considering he was also an adult so if he were alive, he'd likely be creeped the fuck out + a lot of your friends are children/teens as well
I think you might need this break. I hope when you come back that you really do show a different side of you because this side of you is one nobody likes to see. Trust me, I've been there myself and sometimes you just need time to mature before going back to a community or friend group.
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